Your beliefs are 100% your own. No one else believes anything similar to you, and you formed all of your faith entirely in a vacuum. It just so happens that loads of other people believe the exact same thing that you do, and that there are numerous stores dedicated to the sale of your religious paraphernalia in my city alone.
I guarantee you that nobody else in the world believes exactly as I do. As I said, it is up to me to decide which way to worship my gods is the best and I can tell you that the way I do so, has yet to be written in any book that I have ever read. Try finding a book on Irish Pagan spirituality and ritual. None exist, because nobody knows exactly what the various tribes who honored different gods did.
The beliefs I have came from years of study of various world religions and traditions, and meditation. Few of the books I have ever read even remotely resemble my belief system. No matter what anybody has written, in the end it is up to me to find a way. So no, your right, I didn’t form all of my beliefs in a vacuum, but nobody told me this is what I should believe either. Far from it.
You mention that you don't belong to any institution, but it also happens that there isn't one available to belong to.
There are many Druid “institutions,” the largest being the Order of Bards Ovates and Druids. They have a central Archdruid or head of the Order, Philip Carr-Gomm. If I chose to, I could “belong” to any one of these groups. But the Irish Druids were not organized like those of England and Wales, and it wouldnt make sense for me to be initiated in one of these orders.
Just because something has a central authority doesn't mean it's necessarily wrong.
No of course not. You said I belonged to a matriarchal institution, which I do not. I do not belong to any religious institution. Its not necessarily a good or a bad thing, I was just stating a fact.
PS: Your Gods won't judge anything. They don't exist.
I must respectfully disagree.